Addiction ---
Some wise guy told me that every worthy person
is obsessed with at least one thing in this earth. When I checked myself with
subtle consciousness, I was completely astonished that I found nothing in this
earth I'm really addicted to. Then, I started to find one, just to prevent my
life from being worthless . I tried studying the whole day but there arouse no
interest. I bought cigarettes and smoked forcefully
for the whole year. But it just gave me awful experience. I went to a big pub
and drank whole bottle of alcohol every real night. And when there was break
for some week, I had no willingness to drink this lousy liquor again in my
life. In the same way, sometimes I tried to be turned into priest, sometimes
into scoundrel, sometimes into player and so so on. But nothing could work on
me. I couldn't stick eternally into any of them. I was totally hopeless for
getting my life absurd and useless. Finally one day I saw you somewhere in some
lousy college. Girl ! It killed me. I couldn't stop my eyes staring you and
heart leaping towards you. The moment I can't find you in front of my eyes, I
am used to get totally maniac. Girl! I'm fully addicted on you. Can't stop
loving you every day and every seconds. You have made my life worthy. I love
you ! I love you for every time that exists in between us.
-anup joshi
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